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Hormones may affect your body's physical appearance to better align with your gender identity. I was assigned male at birth. I started hormone replacement therapy when I was 19. Estrogen and spironolactone have made me feel more at home in my body. My skin softened, my body hair thinned, my hairline stopped receding, I developed breast tissue, and the fat in my body has redistributed to give me a more feminine figure.
Unfortunately most places require you to have spoken with a psychologist or therapist who diagnoses you with dysphoria or even 'transgenderism'. From there, they can recommend a clinic or doctor who can prescribe hormones. Most clinics require regular testing and suggest therapy to be sure your physical and mental health are in check. Please do not self medicate as it can be very dangerous. Everyone's bodies are different and need different amounts of hormones. It's important to have regular lab work to test that your levels are normal and healthy. |
Video for my 22 months on hormones update.
Trigger Warning: I give myself a shot in this video. Lately my weekly shots have been so automatic, I don't even think about them anymore. The day I filmed this, I woke up and remembered what it was like when I felt so much body dysphoria I couldn't leave my bed. So I decided to record myself injecting my estrogen shot. I recorded a voice over on why I started HRT and about the changes I have experienced from a combination of estrogen tablets, injections, and spironolactone. Please do not take hormones without a doctor's supervision and with regular lab work. It can be dangerous to self medicate. |
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I lucked out by not growing a lot of facial hair after puberty, but I still had to shave twice a day for a long time to feel comfortable. After 6 months of regularly covering my 5 o'clock shadow with orange color corrector, foundation, concealer, and powder, I decided I wanted to try laser hair removal. I also lucked out finding a clinic that charged hourly instead of by area. I went about every 6 weeks for almost 7 months. This didn't completely remove my facial hair, but it drastically lessened the density and darkness. The clinic went out of business so i still had to shave every day but didn't have to color correct anymore.
Electrolysis is the only permanent way to remove unwanted hair. While it can be expensive, some insurances will cover it, especially for surgery prep. There are grants to apply for that will help cover costs. Point of Pride has helped me afford permanent hair removal starting in July of 2018. I've documented this process on my Instagram. The sensation is most similar to that of getting a tattoo in my opinion. I can also compare it to drawing blood or administering my shot, but it happens over and over again for each follicle then the hair is plucked from the skin with tweezers. I usually apply lidocane (an over the counter numbing agent) beforehand and topical CBD oil afterward. Use code JESSE15 for 15% off Dank Flavors. |
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